pandemic issues and a lack of creativity and motivation

i will try to keep this brief as its only a update on myself and what has been happening with myself as of late, all those that i am with are fine, but mentally drained and numb to the circumstances around them, while i am left to scrounge up and muster what little motivation to keep going throughout the academic year.

over the last year and the start of this one the pandemic has taken its toll onme mentally and physically, though i have not been affected by the virus i have been stricken with a lack of motivation and inspiration as of the last few weeks of 2020 andd the start of 2021

i myself feel mentally taxed and unmotivated to work, but i know what is at steak if i do not do what is required of me throughout this year, i have come so far and yet this pandemic seems to suck away the life out of everyone i have known, there is no more inpsiration to draw from, there is barely any motivation anymore and the feelings are becomimg more apparent as time contiunes and unfortuately the world seems to be turning into chaos as we speak, but being a pessimist will solve the issues thart i myself are plagued with at this very moment

the world may be falling apart at the very seams but i am willing to still get out of bed and at least try my hardest in this current climate to make something that i am proud of and want to share with the world, even if my motivation and excitement are dwindling, but for the sake of this year and what it requires of me i will do my best to not let the flame of inspiration die out yet, i am too committed to the work i want to make and would not forgive my future self i am to let this passion project slip through my fingers this easily by some inconvenience such as this

as i have stated before, i am feeling mentally taxed, burnt out and overall uninspired to work with the full tenacity i feel i once could over the past few weeks before christmas, part one of the year 3 draws its curtains soon and the deadlines are right around the corner, i will continue to do as much as i can throughout the last few weeks until i am left to submit my work and continue onto actually making my game. though as to what happens next i am unsure, unsure of myself and what hurdles the world will throw out and leave a lasting impact on the world.